God's answer - Part II

… victimized? Thus He explained to me…

We have long taken up the role as victims. The world tells us that we are victims of unfairness… we are victims of social inequality. We are victims of poverty. We are victims for others being geniuses. We are victims of life. We are victims!!!

So, we get angry because we thought we were hurt. We learn not to trust and rejoice over others’ success because we have no part of them. We learn how to blame because we are victims of others’ mistakes.

We learn to harden our hearts because we don’t want to get hurt no more. We learn to categorize our friends and enemies because we are afraid of betrayal. We learn to live a microscopic life because we believe that if we don’t love ourselves, nobody else in the world will.

We learn to gather wealth because the society educates us that this is the only thing on earth yields security. We learn not to be “too generous” and “emotional” because we may loose much and there is no one to help us get through the dark tunnel. We learn to love looking down and belittle of others because we hate to be insignificant and our prides are too fragile.

We learn to built walls and upgrade our individual connotation because association with others are superficial. We learn to believe that our apparatuses are sufficient because we cannot afford not to. We learn to play safe and pray safe because God might be too busy to answer our far-fetch hopes. We learn to be ignorant of our attitudes and presentation because we thought we were dust and to dust we shall return.

... God helped me to see and realize that a life without Christ and truly knowing our kingdom identities is a life not worth living.