Thursday, June 04, 2009


A coworker told me that he woke up 530am everyday to experience the morning moment.
We were all in awe when he said that.
... I can relate but I am way too lazy to wake up 530am in the morning to experience it.

But, still... I love morning moment. When everything is still and calm yet the break of the dawn, it reminds me the GRACE of God is new every morning. No matter what a failure I was yesterday, or how much I fell short of the glory of God yesterday... it is a brand new chance for me today. A BRAND NEW CHANCE. I can be running toward the goal and redeeming my yesterday mistakes.

It is in the morning... the stillness of the Holy Spirit manifests Himself the most.

Forgive me, Lord, when I rush through the door without spending time with you.
Forgive me Lord, when I see the light penetrating into my window and yet I do not think of you.

... and today's morning is different because I am one step closer to entering my new season in life.

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

How are things going for your big day?

Almost everyday, I have someone asking me this question. So, how are things going?
Well, things are going well and coming together.

I was getting nervous to get the details done but now I feel like I am soon crusing away.

Am I ready to be Mrs. Yeoh? Yeah, I am. Funny me that I tried to think about a thousand questions to make myself nervous but I am not. Am I feeling the pressure coming upon me? Not really too. Somehow, I know it is meant to be. That is it. Period.

The only thing I feel like lacking here and then is I am missing the time spend with the Lord. My world is consumed with work and planning. I'm constantly asking the Lord if my heart for Him be deviated or if I have placed Him on the second place. Fear that would be the case and I vow not to let that happen. Without Him, I can do nothing and I would lost my identify to be who I am, as if I cease to exist.

I pray that the Lord will forever take the first place and so as in HC's heart. Putting God first regardless in any situation is our first and foremost agreement.

I am entering a new season in my life and I know it is only getting better. Yes, better and only better! Dear Lord, with Your grace and favors upon us, we will shine for You to testify Your everlasting love!!